March 20, 2013 - Waco, Texas

March 20, 2013
The purpose and central blessing of life is change.   It is to be changed to become more like Jesus Christ.  It is to incorporate into your character, the qualities of His character.  It is to move from one degree of intelligence and capacity to the next, and from there to the next, until you see God face to face and know Him as He knows you.  THE FOURTH MISSIONARY BY Lawrence E. Corbridge
all things cant be, and never will be, the way they used to be.  Life is always changing; it never stays the same.
This is one of those fights I have.  I don't want my kids to grow up and leave.  Yet, it is necessary and it is good. 
Austin is doing very well.  It has only been 7 weeks, and I see a change.  In his words; "the church is true!" I remember asking Austin if he prayed to know this church is true.  He told me he didn't need to.  He already knew. 
"The mission is changing who I am.  I am beginning to see the change it has on me.  I am growing closer and closer to Jesus Christ and our Heavenly Father every day!  My faith is tested every day, and every day I stand triumphant.  Whether I touch somebodies heart that day or not, I stand as a witness of God, at all times, and in all things, and in all places! (Young Woman's theme?)  I love this gospel, and the many blessings and strengths it has given me."
I have so much to say as his mom.  I know there are tiny hearts popping out  of me and jumping around, because of my feelings of gratitude.  This missionary experience is one I would like to hold close to my heart, but share it also.  I feel a new sense of peace in my home, a quietness.   I have moments of weakness when my heart feels empty of him and his grandma.  I am trying to be unselfish and let them go.  There are many other souls who need 2 of my cherished loved ones at this time. 
Austin always has a few words for the priests quorum.  Read the Book of Mormon and Preach my Gospel. 
-One small note from this mom of a missionary,  Keep praying and writing.  He feels the prayers and enjoys the company of letters.  He may not always be able to reply.  He seems very busy doing the Lords work.  I love this boy:)